Merton's "Seven Storey" - Avoiding Suffering

I'm continuing to slowly read Thomas Merton's Seven Storey Mountain.  It's a great read, although it has received a lot of criticism over the years for being so staunchly "Catholic."  Indeed, Merton treats Protestant Christianity with a great deal of judgment, and at times, even contempt.  Nevertheless, he became increasingly ecumenical later in life, eventually spending most of his time meditating and sharing fellowship with Buddhist monastics.

Today I read Merton's account of the loss of his father to a brain tumor.  I think his conclusions on suffering are beautiful, profound, and tragic:
What could I make of so much suffering?  There was no way for me, or for anyone else in the family, to get anything out of it.  It was a raw wound for which there was no adequate relief.  You had to take it, like an animal.
We were in the condition of most of the world, the condition of men without faith in the presence of war, disease, pain, starvation, suffering, plague, bombardment, death.  You just had to take it, like a dumb animal.  Try to avoid it, if you could.  But you must eventually reach the point where you can't avoid it anymore.  Take it.  Try to stupefy yourself, if you like, so that it won't hurt so much.  But you will always have to take some of it.  And it will all devour you in the end.
Indeed, the truth that many people never understand, until it is too late, is that the more you try to avoid suffering, the more you suffer, because smaller and more insignificant things begin to torture you, in proportion to your fear of being hurt.  The one who does most to avoid suffering is, in the end, the one who suffers most: and his suffering comes to him from things so little and so trivial that one can say that it is no longer objective at all.  It is his own existence, his own being, that is at once the subject and the source of his pain, and his very existence and consciousness is his greatest torture.  This is another of the great perversions by which the devil uses our philosophies to turn our whole nature inside out, and eviscerate all our capacities for good, turning them against ourselves.

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